作曲 : PendingI'm the only girl alive in LA countyI'm the only one who sees (Ayy)I wake up every day in some kind of sufferingI've never known a day of peaceI wonder if I ever left behind my body (Ooh)Do you think they laugh at how I die?Or take a photo of my family in the lobbyThe ceremony's small inside'Cause I don't know if I could sell out my own funeral (Ah-ah)At least at this point in timeAnd if I ever try to leave behind my bodyAt least I know it was never mine, it was never mineIt was never mineIt was never mineI'm the only girl alive in New York CityI left my wallet on the trainSince I no longer even have a driver's licenseI guess that means I have no name (This is Halsey)And I could run away somewhere on the West CoastAnd finally be a real life girlGo take my organs and they'll hang me from a bedpostSayin' I was too soft for this worldAnd they'd be right, because quite frankly it'd be likeA shooting kill me every day, but it doesI don't know what I do to have this thing I'm drenched inAnd I can't even run from what I knowMy special talent isn't writing, it's not singingIt's feelings everything that everyone alive feels every dayFeels every day, feels every day, feels every dayI think I'm special 'cause I cut myself wide openAs if it's vulnerable to bleedBut I'm not lucky and I know I was not choosenThe world keep spinnin' without meI told my mother I would die by twenty-sevenAnd in a way I sort of didThis thing I love has grown, demanding and obsessiveAnd it wants more than I can give, than I can give, than I can giveThan I can giveI'm the only girl alive in LA CountyI've never known a day of peaceI wake up every day, wish that I was differentI look around and it's just meIt's just me, it's just meAh-ah, ah-ah-ahOoh, ayyWee-ooh, wee-ooh, yeah-yeah
[00:00.000] 作曲 : Pending[00:13.476]I'm the only girl alive in LA county[00:18.578]I'm the only one who sees (Ayy)[00:26.936]I wake up every day in some kind of suffering[00:32.244]I've never known a day of peace[00:38.785]I wonder if I ever left behind my body (Ooh)[00:44.942]Do you think they laugh at how I die?[00:51.330]Or take a photo of my family in the lobby[00:57.925]The ceremony's small inside[01:03.688]'Cause I don't know if I could sell out my own funeral (Ah-ah)[01:10.191]At least at this point in time[01:16.627]And if I ever try to leave behind my body[01:22.376]At least I know it was never mine, it was never mine[01:27.730]It was never mine[01:33.180]It was never mine[01:33.591][01:40.280]I'm the only girl alive in New York City[01:47.376]I left my wallet on the train[01:54.184]Since I no longer even have a driver's license[02:00.250]I guess that means I have no name (This is Halsey)[02:06.422]And I could run away somewhere on the West Coast[02:12.513]And finally be a real life girl[02:18.681]Go take my organs and they'll hang me from a bedpost[02:24.992]Sayin' I was too soft for this world[02:30.589]And they'd be right, because quite frankly it'd be like[02:34.963]A shooting kill me every day, but it does[02:46.072]I don't know what I do to have this thing I'm drenched in[02:47.731]And I can't even run from what I know[02:56.537]My special talent isn't writing, it's not singing[03:02.504]It's feelings everything that everyone alive feels every day[03:13.398]Feels every day, feels every day, feels every day[03:19.117][03:36.743]I think I'm special 'cause I cut myself wide open[03:40.211]As if it's vulnerable to bleed[03:46.217]But I'm not lucky and I know I was not choosen[03:52.575]The world keep spinnin' without me[03:58.810]I told my mother I would die by twenty-seven[04:05.156]And in a way I sort of did[04:11.480]This thing I love has grown, demanding and obsessive[04:17.499]And it wants more than I can give, than I can give, than I can give[04:23.457]Than I can give[04:33.652][04:35.042]I'm the only girl alive in LA County[04:42.156]I've never known a day of peace[04:48.536]I wake up every day, wish that I was different[04:54.918]I look around and it's just me[05:00.294]It's just me, it's just me[05:01.737][05:07.549]Ah-ah, ah-ah-ah[05:18.708]Ooh, ayy[05:30.364]Wee-ooh, wee-ooh, yeah-yeah